2008/06/10

3 meses más o menos

te quiero mucho

I have no idea what I’m afraid of
3 months run in a high speed
I’m still having dificulty in being honest all the time
especially when it comes to expressing my feelings...

The feeling of lacking security comes by every night
It happens most of the time when I hang up the phone
So damn afraid of losing love once more
couldn’t help myself suspecting your attitude
so worry about our communications
(can’t emagine what’ll be like after you start working)

I’m afraid you’ll never know how much I care
the same as I conceive of you
I love you more than I suspect
but it just won’t come out infront of you
and I don’t know why

I cried in heart..
once when it comes to other’s voices
and twice when you woke me up in the morning of blame
and than when you act like nothing between us infront of the others
and many when I found myself misunderstands you
these all recalls me of disbelieve in you
untill you have your arms around me again

I’m trying to let these feelings out
all the sweetness and fearness
If it’s too much for you to bear?
or if it’s too much for us to bear?
you’ll probably remain silence as I suppose
and so am I ’till the emotions collapse

te quiero
”I want you” they often says instead of ”I love you”..
Spanish sometimes express it more honestly
it’s not only love sometimes we just couldn’t touch
that’s why I need you to say it in words
and put into practice
I believe that you want the same from me
but we’re just too hesitated to ask
wouldn’t you agree?

 


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